Don't you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. And they don't realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. But you can't say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They'd know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.
you thought i forgot, didnt you ? well i didnt. i made you a lame card and cookies.(: i hope today went fine, despite the cold in the morning.
biomedical: we took a quiz. i didnt think it was that hard, just trick questions. what does HIV stand for ? D. Horny Individual Virus. LOLOLOL. seriously that was one of the answer choices. pe: walked around the gym. gosh maren imma get a splinter ! xD and i was playing with aleksia’s bracelets. nut.break: kuya josh stop hitting my butt. o_0 i also feel like punching you, becos i dont know who it is till i turn around. geography: BORING ! i was writing on my water bottle. and we did notes. geometry: BOO ! we have new seats. im not sitting next to kassandra. ); i hate being the non-spanish speaker. >l at least kassandra didnt talk to me in spanish. lunch: said happy birthday to kuya alvin. i was pulling a jonah on you. xD and i played pokemon. english: that cool sub with the neat writing. didn’t do anything. just to a long walk to my locker talking to Brian. i seriously thought he was a sophmore, not a junior. biology: i was sleepy. -___-‘
afterschool: did some passing with maren, the future setter ! walked home, played outside with gener and kim for a bit. went to fruit palace with ate arrian, ate christine, kuya josh, and kuya rickcel. then we all went to ate ling- ling’s house for the meeting.
biomedical: nothing special, he made us watch these videos, assigned a project. pe: ran all 8 laps. accomplihed. during step, it was too cold. aleksia and some girl wanted to talk to the new guy. EPIC FAIL ! he walked away from them. AHAHAHA ! i guess he got annoyed. nut.break: maren trips, we both start laughing, and we see kuya joshua. he tells me that maren needs some medicine. geography: graded the take home quiz. jose has braces ! HAHA. i finally have something to make fun of him for. geometry: took even more notes.the guys behind me were talking about boxing. how mayweather v. pacquiao would be a really good fight. lunch: played pokemon !(: english: turned in 1 out of the 9 book reports we have due till the end of the year. biology: watched a video about breaking bones. GAHH. i couldnt write i felt squimesh.
afterschool: went to fruit palace with maren and rachelle. they walked me home and got their cup’o. while kim and i were eating we were both texting jasmine. OH MAN ! i miss that girl. we shall go bowling one day. i went on the computer, then ate ling-ling and ate jubelle come to my house. and they bring me to ccd. at ccd we had to write paragraphs. -_- and maren showed me the video of rachelle and her playing that one game on wii. xD and now im here on the computer.(:
biomed: did a crossword. doode, seriously there was like something in the air, making weirdo go crazy. AHAHA. pe: played that dumb frisbee game. i didnt like who we were playing. had step this period. always fun. rachelle’s mom likes to poop in the dark. AHAHA. xD and christelle wanted some of the bibingka i made. nut.break: went to the library with weirdo, and found some interesting books for the freakin bookreports for freakin’ ortiz. >l geogr: i wasnt really paying attention cos i was so into doing my storybook. but later on in class i find out we have a sub. -____-’ geom: took notes while trying to do the storybook. ernesto wanted some of my food. but i dont think he liked it. lunch: went back to the library to check the books out. then off to the juniors. ate the bibingka. played pokemon. eng: OMG ! we thought we had a sub and as we were walking maren and i thought it was ortiz, so we ran back to the lockers to get our english book, and we were late to class. once we got inside it WASNT ortiz. >l but whatever. bio: was actually fun.us and our perverted minds. ahaha. and ruben singing kumbaya. ahaha. maren you are contagious ! its those “you just had to be there” type of moments. x]
afterschool: walked home with weirdo and her hiccups. you sound like a bird. xD i cured her hurting tummy by making her laugh. once i got home i ate fish, got pissed off. i HATE when my brothers fight, so i have to be the big ate and yell at them to stop and tell them imma palot them if they dont. as usual my baby bro talks back to me punches and kicks me. -__- i hate what you’ve become. i miss the old you. and today you actually got some of lola’s power. next time you argue, you’re gonna get dapat. this time no joke. lola has the stick ready for you. just wait.
im absolutely confused. whether i am or not. you seem nicer now, but thats not what i hear. i hear that youre a player. :l
was probably one of the greatest, despite the csts.
monday. - had a normal day at school full of weird, random stuff and a buncha laughter. afterschool, i went home and what not. went to the mall with ate arrian and kuya josh for like 10 mins. xD ended up going to national city to ate ling-ling’s house for the first time. explored her house and backyard. we did some catching up. then went to panda palace and lollicup.(; and went home.
tuesday.- english cst. got out early.(: went home, took a nap. then ccd.
wednesday.- geometry cst. got out early. went home and beat kim there. ahaha. then ate elaine came to pick my brothers and me, and went to her house. met up with kuya junior, jeff, and jaelyn. went to chuck e cheese. took a buncha pics with the id makermachine. its soo worth the one token. went home.
thursday.- i was able to sleep in cos i had to be at school at 10, but i was there during nutrition break. then we took our biology cst. i was freakin out about it, but it wasnt as hard as i expected it to be. stayed afterschool, for the volleyball game. saw demmuel and micheal.
friday.- normal day. dont remember much. culture night.(: it was fun. the dance, i didnt take part in. just not my kinda thing. saw kiani for the first time since maren’s birthday. not the same. :l but it was nice seeing her.
saturday.- woke up with a freakin’ headache. watched tv. playing pokemon. off to the Antes residence for a party. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSELE AND DANIEL.<3
sunday(tmrw).- a picnic with the sissys and the demolay boys.(: imma make bibingka.(; yummy.
today we took the english cst. i think i did mkay. but i bet i did horribly once i get the results. :l it was so boring. and what pissed me off was the guy i was sitting next to. everytime i put my head on the table to rest he would hit the freakin table. >l so yea. once i got home i took a nap. x] and when i woke up, i thought i was late to school. ahaha.
i miss waking up early in the morning to the smell of freshly baked pan de sals with cheese whiz, saying good morning to lola pao, going to the beach at 6:30 in the morning, playing with the young ones, riding the tricycles, the heat once i open the door, going to places almost everyday, visiting more of my family, spending time with the kids outside at night, learning something new each and everyday, being able to buy whatever i wanted, playing their weird game of hide-and-go-seek, or the slipper game, seeing those people each and everyday, my new little brother, i miss the philippines.);
inever got to say bye to some of you cos you went somewhere the last week, but your grandma said bye to me. x] and gave my brother a tiger. ahaha.